NOTE: This is a personal post about my life. It’s not a rant. It’s just something I wish to speak out.
If you’ve read this post before “Sometimes…you really have to leave it to FATE“, you should know that there was this girl which I’ve spent 3 years courting before. I’ve done many things (perasan) for her….though those might not be enough. Hmm, until now, I still couldn’t believe I actually made this “The reason I was away“. Very tedious job. Hahhaa.
Ahem. Back to topic.
The girl sent me a msg in MSN yesterday evening. She informed me that she’s going to get married this November.
DANG. My heart broke into many thousand pieces.
Just kidding. Few pieces only. I was quite surprised and sad. It’s so sudden….considering the fact that she actually told me to wait for her until the end of the year. Fortunately, I didn’t wait. I gave up in April, while I was still in London.
I’m sad because i’m not heartless. When I told this to few of my closer friends, they’re worried about me. But I told them not to. I’m sad, not devastated. I can handle this. Life goes on.
And when i said I gave up…i must not break the promise which I’ve made to myself.
There are more important things out there waiting for me to do.
I just want to take this opportunity to wish her all the best. She and her Mr Right have my blessings, though I doubt I will attend the wedding.
I’ll just have to carry on with my life and treat this as the ending of a chapter of my life. The ending of an old chapter, signals the beginning of a new chapter.
p/s…..the other day, i attended my good friend’s wedding and one of her friends actually sang Jackie Cheung’s ZHU FU for her…..full of emotions. Hahhaa. Somehow, I feel that it’s my turn to sing that song. =_=
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Well, you sure are a patient guy if you held out for three years! My feeling is, usually, if you don’t hit it off with a girl quite quickly, it’s never going to happen. And if you fall into the ‘friend’ trap, then it’s definitely never going to happen!
Enjoy!
But, one cannot always tell our heart what to do! Anyway, good thing you had given up before. But I guess the final dissolution of hope always hurts…
On the other hand – you’re completely free now!
So she’s going into suffering earlier than you’re going into suffering. Hahaha
Damien Tans last blog post..Stop worrying
got this kind of surprise really heartbroken geh..anyway, hope you’re fine ..:) i wish my bf also can never break his promise though..hopefully…hehe…(sendiri fat lou so here)..hehe…:)
@ Damien
or some might see it as bliss at first, but it’s actually suffering. Hohoho.
Hmm…depends lor. Some people might see it as suffering some might see it as bliss.
@ sugarbaby
Yeap. I’m fine.
@ julian
Hmm…i followed my heart, that’s why i held on for 3 years. 
It’s ok, it’s all over now. 
New beginning!
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